Friday, July 7, 2017

Life for life

Yesterday, some of the guys who are with me at our training apartment finally fulfilled one of our grandest lifetime ambitions--that is to make a vegetable garden in the backyard of our home at Osmena Avenue. It was two years in the making, but as they say, better late than never. Lols. Sometimes, when you are living with a bunch of guys who have their respective hormonal patterns (and irregularities) and eccentric tendencies, making a house into a hospitable home would take quite an effort. REAL EFFORT. But I've been wrong to impose either an iron-hand discipline or a lenient type of leadership, upon learning that at best, people respond more to the way you LEAD them, not DIRECT them. And since I feel so accomplished in getting our hands literally dirty to make our dream come true, here is what tilling the soil and filling the holes with seeds have taught me.

Discipleship is like gardening. The principles involved in land preparation, planting, cultivating, and harvesting is quite the same with discipling people to Christ. It is boldly responding to God's call for more workers in the field because the harvest is already plenty. I have learned that discipleship is about getting your hands ready for the plow; making an effort to be the hands of Christ in reaching out for more. The Gospel is the seed that will be planted in the hearts of people so that they can grow into Christlikeness. But before that happens, I have to be there with people to cultivate them, feed them, nurture them, protect them, lead them. Making a seed grow is investing your time and resources until you finally see the fruits of your labor. In the same way, discipling people is a commitment to invest your time and to pour out your life for the sake of another. It is the willingness to spend and be spent. It is life for life.

When I look back at my own life and journey of faith, I can't help but be grateful for those people who, through the years have been more than willing to spend and be spent for someone like me. And today, for whatever it's worth, I'd like to honor them as a sign of deep gratitude. (Parang grumaduate lang? haha)

To ate Romyne for her boldness to share the Gospel during a classroom evangelism way back in 2005. You may not remember this ate, but I was there in one of the classes where you have boldly shared the Gospel to freshmen students. It is no irony that it was on our Earth Science class where I heard about the good news of Someone who came to earth just to save me. And though I've already heard that for so many times growing up in a Christian background, I never felt it more sincere than that day. Through you, God has planted something significant in my heart. I attended LAYF the following week at LA, and the rest, they say, is history.

To kuya Joshua who was my first cell leader. I appreciate you for not giving up on my silly attempts to escape our bible study session wherever I'm not in the mood. Pumupunta ka noon sa dorm namin sa Dungon para sunduin at hintayin ako. Palagi kang may dalang mais at mani noon. We did our one-on-one bible study sa park ng LASO. Matatandaan mo pa kuya? It was there that you have prayed for my childish concerns. And then, just like you, I also became a member of LASO. Initiation ko na pala yun noon, hindi mo naman sinabi, haha. Thank you so much kuya. Kahit this year ka palang kinasal, matagal ka ng may naging anak--ako yun. I praise the Lord because you we're one of my spiritual fathers. You have nurtured my desire for meaning and purpose in life those days.

To kuya Nebin my cell leader after kuya Joshua--for exemplifying a life of being a disciple and a discipler. I have said this before, and I will say this again, you are one of the most passionate and faithful disciple-maker I've met. You literally have spend and was spent for the sake of training us and leading us. Our stay at the Training Apartment with you taught us many things. You have modeled a life that sets discipleship at another level. Many of the leaders you have trained are still here, serving in the ministry. You have trained the Joshua Generation very well. Now we are passing the same to the next generation. Pwede ka ng mag-asawa, kuya. Haha.

To kuya Fred and ate Helen Grace, who also have been my cell leaders at one point, thank you for your time and efforts. You were there for me at just the right time in my life for a reason. I appreciate the prayers and guidance.

To kuya James, for teaching me that there is something more important than money and material wealth, and that investing in heaven and in the life of people is the best we can do in this world. Thank you for cultivating in me the virtue of hard-work, perseverance, diligence, maturity, decisiveness. I'm still a work in progress, but by God's grace, I am learning a lot.

To kuya Romy, my pastor and mentor, for helping me process many of my major decisions and transitions in life. Without your godly wisdom and counsel and prayers, things would have turned out differently for me. I praise the Lord for your guidance and leadership not only to me personally, but to the church as well. Thank you for your generosity, and for allowing me to be used in the ministry in ways I never thought possible. I look up to your life and to your testimony. I always tell my disciples that if my life would turn out the same way as yours, then I would not ask for something better, if that's not asking God for too much. You are one life multiplied in many.

To my disciples and fellow warriors in the service of the One True King, we are standing on the shoulders of the giants. We are here because of the faithful men and women who have responded to God's call in their lives to sow a seed of faith. We are the fruits of their labor. It is now our turn to do the same. To plant the seed of faith, to be willing to plow the field and reap the harvest for God's greater glory. Let's go and make disciples!




Monday, July 3, 2017

Little Infinities


How much one can make out of life? With one sunrise to sundown? Probably not much when all we attempt to do is to make sense out of life in the purview of the hurried routine of accumulating more and achieving more and wanting more. We think that the value of life is measured in the quantity. We confuse quality time with busy schedules and all. But what if life isn't just comprise of 24-hour frantic cycles of self-centered to do lists? That there is actually something more? That YOLO is a myth, and that we're here to last?

Life is made up of moments lived upon the grace of the Divine. It is an experience of God's unending favor. And when life is viewed in the lens of eternity, what we have each sunrise to sundown are little infinities gifted to us by an infinitely loving God.

"Teach us to number our days, that we may gain a heart of wisdom." (Psalm 90:12)

Wednesday, June 7, 2017

Greatness in serving


Everyone seem to want to chase greatness. People want to get famous, to gather trophies, acquire titles, be influential, command power. And the world says you can get these by being aggressive, decisive, cunning. Some would even go to great lengths such as trading values for personal gain, compromising health for material wealth, replacing important relationships with worldly partnerships. Just to get ahead. Just to advance personal agenda. The Christian life demands otherwise.

For a Christian, there is more to being great than just having a good name and great wealth and power. Greatness is having your life impact eternity. There is true greatness in serving. Jesus Christ affirmed that service is the mark of true greatness. If I desire to be great, I must be willing to offer myself in service to others. Jesus gave us a standard to follow: greatness means to serve!


God demonstrated service and sacrifice through His Son Jesus Christ. He is my best example of compassion, humility, and selflessness. In a world that is self-absorbed, self-centered, self-exalted, God is calling me to a life of selflessness, and self-abandon. I must be willing to pay the price of true greatness.


In Matthew 20, Jesus demonstrated a life of service. He asked the blind men the very thing they want, and He willingly gave it to them. He has a compassionate heart turned towards those who are desperate for Him. In the same way, I must continue to have a desperation for God not only for the things He can do for me, but most specially for the things He can do through me.


Saturday, June 3, 2017

Dreaming big


A warrior dreams big, and acts big to achieve his dreams. Like a vision for something great, a warrior's dream is not only a passing thought or wishful thinking, but it is a road by which he is willing to take no matter how long and difficult. His dreams are part of who he is, fulfilling it is part of his destiny.

Thursday, June 1, 2017

Forever Faithful


Disillusioned at best and with no cause to fight for, You have met me in the middle of nowhere to pacify the tensions in my heart and pick me up one more time. One more fight, You said. I took hold of that. Years later, here I am, still fighting strong. All because of grace.


It is still a long way ahead in this journey of faith. But I promise to remain steadfast, to remain faithful, to be true to all that I know about You. And let it be said of me at the end of the day, "well done, my good and faithful servant", because that's who I am. A servant of the one true Master and King.